Today I auditioned up at Utah State for their vocal music program! I can honestly say that I feel so relieved that it is over! Today I felt a huge spectrum of emotions: I woke up and was
hopeful that my voice wasn't lost at the dance, I went through my songs and cried because I was so
scared of doing it (and maybe cried a bit when I couldn't find anything to wear hahaha, I know I am a baby!), I got a blessing from my brother and felt
peace, I got in the car and drove for 1 hour an a half and felt
anxiousness, I said a prayer with my mother and felt
comforted, I walked in the room to audition and felt
confident, I walked out of the room and took a theory test and felt
insecure because my theory knowledge is not very much, I went to lunch with my supportive family and felt
happy that it was over, I drove home and felt
tired!
What a learning experience! It was so worth it all though and even if I don't get a scholarship I am proud of myself for trying! I am just so grateful for the support of my family and my talent of singing that I have been blessed with! Hey the opera lady smiled at me, and the choir guy shook my hand so maybe that is a good sign?
